REAL FRIENDS

REAL FRIENDS

How many of us are true friends to each other. How many got your back? In my life I have noticed friends only come to your resuce rarely.

I have no friends only myself and I. I have witnessed so much betrayal where I retreat into being introverted myslef due to constant back stabbing and manipulation

Your friends are the closest thing to your enemies. Trying to sabotage your progress and your destiny. I have learnt that nobody has your back even your child hood friend. Especially to men.

I have developed a lone wolf persona to stay alive trusting myself. This is for the best in order to protect my sanity.

My well being has become my priority. There are so many of us who have either just cut ties with most of them. In order to protect my heart and secure my future.

The moment I realised putting other people first instead of myself I lose every time. This goes to also the women on my life. I don't trust anyone anymore.

I would rather remain in solidarity than playing follow the leader all the time. For my peace of mind I stay away from people. People hurt you the most in this world. 

That being said I move cautiously avoiding petty arguments and drama. A friend can destroy your life instead of growing they can bring you down to the depths of Hell.

I instead look for the power within to soil search and work on myself for my own sake. Taking care of yourself is the best thing you can do for yourself.

There are a certain group of "real friends" who have the audacity to keep you in their pocket and mess your life and constantly draining.

As for with my hermit lifestyle I look inward to help myself and grow to higher heights. So, trust yourself and trust in your God, Universe or Higher power.