THE BLACK SHEEP

THE BLACK SHEEP

For those who are not familiar the black sheep is the one child in the family who stands out because of certain alleged behaviour caused by controversy.

He or she is therefore standing out in adversary among his fellow siblings. I have been feeling quite the black sheep for decades.

Not only because of my darker skin tone (comic relief) but because I do not get along with my family members.

I have been in a more destructive path than the rest. Maybe it's because it was or has been a cry for attention. But I also think it's because I view the world differently from those who care for me the most.

I've been through a lot of pain doing this differently and having clandestine views of how the family is run and how the world works.

So much so that I retreat into my fortitude and learn to live life independently that is one factor and also being an Introvert I am able to be a more independent person.

I think every child son or daughter should be understood intrinsically from the ground up especially black sheep.

We are left alone to do whatever we want especially when we come of age. For example I don't play with my mental health, so I am constantly working on myself as a form of recurrence to my old self.

Maybe being a black sheep isn't that bad but the sheer trauma we go through the rest of the family cannot compare to.

We should find our inner strength to conquer world challenges and every day adulting problems.