LOVE SICK

LOVE SICK

Have you ever fallen love? The electric feeling of euphoria when you see the person you want to spend the rest of life with.

I have plenty of times, the said person(s) corrodes your mind with love. As an Introvert I lose myself in you. The fact that I am so recluse is that make makes wanna give everything I have hold dear to myself to you.

I don't believe in love. I have made so many mistakes giving my all to you. Once you're not here with me, the anxiety creeps in and I become a nobody without you.

You want this person to have the best yet you can not provide her grand desires. So you fight and argue until resentment comes in and robs you of that said love.

As men we tend to love so much so we are ready to even kill for you.

I have fallen out of love into obsession. Now that she is gone. You don't even look at others the same way you look at me. 

When you feel comfortable and able to open up to this person who said has interest in you and ready to do anything for you.

When the boundaries have been crossed and now both of you are one. Love is sweet but also very dangerous. Once the falling outs begin.

So I retire back into my cocoon knowing you're out there with someone else. When everything doesn't feel the same.

Now I have to protect my heat now that you're gone! And never fall in love again cause you taught me now that I can not fall in love with anyone else but you.

Now I don't believe in love and you took it with you, all of it, not enough for another person to fill my heart as you have.

But thank you for showing me your love now I don't have it in me anymore.

Tony