BURN OUT

Lately I have been feeling very burnt out you see I work for a corporate company and I have been having a Tug of war with the H.R

Luckily I have relative in that same company. Unfortunately like all jobs I could potentially lose it. That is why I am pushing myself here in this blog.

The only thing that is stopping me from being my best is me. I've worked for corporate almost a decade and down the line I have not reached my optimal performance.

For one it could be my mental health condition or external factors such as complacency from the higher ups.

My value is not being appreciated. I am a very hard working person and when I do not get the credit I deserve I quickly shut down completely and hence burn out.

I miss work almost two to three days per week, of course I don't go AWOL but to be honest it kinda feels like I do go absent without permission.

Lately my anxiety for job security is killing me especially in this economy. I am not prepared to loose my job of which I will nut I hope I quit and make myself a living from writing.

I pray to God, my future self and to the universe. I never go back to my old self.