POINT OF INDIFFERENCE

One of my biggest take away in life is be indifferent. Like literally stop worrying or giving a - about other people's achievement or how many cars the have, land, houses all of that to me doesn't mean sh- because, I am in my own journey, and that to me makes me wake up everyday and grind for the unknown.

The more indifferent I become the more I become self conscious and build a world out of me, you see the more i focus on other peoples achievements I wont have time for myself. Ill just be feeling down and sad all the time.

Being indifferent can save you both time and money. For one i really don't care about what anyone says especially negative things about me, it may be my looks or my behaviours.

Because I know at the end of the day they dont pay my bills. Granted I must admit I have a weak mind compared to the average human I don't know why simple hurtful things hurt me so much. 

Which it is something I am working on a personal level. Generally I don't like animosity especially in the new age,  I barely know you and I am already insulted  by your words and actions.

Then I would rather stay inside the house to clear away your illicit words and actions. I don't like being the receiving end of bullsh- And when I do I go retreat to my cocoon to heal.

I know its not healthy and people always tell me to toughen up but not everyone's the same. Not everyone can be a butterfly.